I feel like I have bi polar but not at the same time, I go from being so appreciative and happy to be alone experiencing this world in a different way to so depressed and saddened to have no one to experience it with no one to look back fondly at the memories with, no one to snuggle with in the cold or kiss as the sun sets, life is awfully lonely when you are on the other side of the world and when you realise relying upon people is silly and you can’t ever count on anyone to be there when you need them always….this is a poor effort of expressing how I have been feeling the last few days but it will have to do
"The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die."
Ahh this this this! I want to be wanted! Why is that so much to ask? This trip has really made me realise how many people are happily coupled up and how alone I am
Sometimes I take selfies ad for a minute I feel ok with how I look #selfie #redlips #justme
The best thing about this hotel room right now is being able to veg out and sleep top less!
I am so over being single, I want someone to cuddle, kiss and fuck me, to share adventures, jokes and books with, I am loving travelling but having someone to appreciate it with me would make me so happy